January 2010
Life being what it is.
lttlred:
“T.J. im sorry i told on you i really am and i have no clue what so ever why you did this to yourself, your friends, and especially your family. You have no clue how much you were and always will be loved! We are all traumatized we wish you would have at least left us some sort of clue to why your life was so horrible. Zack doesn’t understand all he knows is that he will never get to...
There is too much on my mind right now! I need some time to sit down with friends and just talk.
My Evening
Make some hot African tea
Practice piano
Try to find some joy
Why is it that when I feel the worst, I feel so alone?
Listeing to nothing but Lauryn Hill right now
God, why?
It’s things like this that make me trully feel like I’m growing up too fast. I feel too much like an adult. I thought that this only happened in the adult world. It turns out that when a tragedy happens, it effects everyone. It seems that adults become weaker while the youth tends to rise to action and help and become twenty years older in spirit.
God had nothing to do with this but I...
Ephesians 4:1-3
1As a prisoner for Christ, I urge you to live a life worthy of the calling you have received. 2Be completely humble and gentle; be patient, bearing with one another in love. 3Make every effort to keep the unity of the Spirit through the bond of peace.
I need to live by this!
riseupandout:
The sovereignty of God is greater than anything and everything, right? I really need reminded. Things are so difficult. God is sovereign.
I really just want to have this section of my life fast-forwarded. I mean we are ‘supposed’ to move this weekend, and we were all so happy to finally be getting out of this little tiny beat down house. Then as my mom is going to sign the lease...
aleksandrice:
Why do I let others influence my behavior.
Sorry about the jokes today :/
I will try harder to not make fun
:C (That’s the typed saggy face)
Prayer Changes Things
I’ve been feeling a lot of physical pains lately. My knee popped at the dance last night and now it’s swollen, my neck is kinked, and my back is aching like crazy.
I also need prayer for spiritual growth and wisdom. I need to be built up in the Spirit.
Prayer Request
Please pray for me that I can be strong and that this week, I will be able stay strong against temptation from the devil and pray that God can keep my heart in his word.
I need strength, wisdom, patience, and joy!
Native American Zodiac
I’m a raven!
Otter: Jan 20 - Feb 18
A little quirky, and unorthodox, the Otter is a hard one to figure sometimes. Perceived as unconventional, the Otter methods aren’t the first ones chosen to get the job done. This is a big mistake on the part of others – because although unconventional, the Otter’s methods are usually quite effective. Yes, the Otter has unusual way of looking at...
Haiti
I feel absolutely useless if I can’t be down there working hands on.
Haiti →
I WANT TO GO!!!!!
Beautiful Afternoon
I came home. Took a shower. Got into my new Ralph Lauran pajama bottoms. Made a pot of tea. And I’m now currently watching Friends. Bible study later. If anyone wants to skype in or call for that let me know.
Christian Fellowship →
Over Martin Luther King weekend, Me, Bekka, JJ, and Tobi went to church camp and together we experienced spirituality beyond our expectations. We decided to start our own fellowship with believers. We know that scheduling isn’t so flexible with the FCS at school so we want to be able to come together whenever we can at peoples’ houses to worship and have discussion and devotion...
Just got home from camp! Bring on that battle!
What a frustrating feeling.
tabithaallison:
I’ve been brooding about this. And it’s… well, frustrating. Ha. I feel like I did everything in my power to make this thing good and I still feel like I failed. The stress, being talked about non-stop, and carrying it on my shoulders. Not to mention other people taking credit for something that I actually did right. That always happens to me. For once, I want to lead something...
My Day
My day consisted of people reading my mind. Literally every period, someone asked me what was wrong and everytime I said that I was fine they would tell me they don’t believe me.
The truth is, they were all right. I’m not doing bad lately. I’m just in this funk. Good things and bad things happened to me today.
F in Algebra 2 Honors-Three assignments missing that I DEFINITELY...
Stress Relief
I just got back from a run around downtown and my neighborhood. As I was running in the park, I noticed the sun was exceptionally bright when I came from behind the trees. For a moment, I was blinded. Then my agravation with everything that happened today suddenly vanished. I felt God. I felt like he was shining his light down on me. I felt peace. After I I began to feel this, I left the sidewalk...
PEOPLE BE TRIPPIN!!!!!
Life is short.
“So live everday like it’s your last and live with no regrets.” -Anonymous
RIP Ms. Cindy
I know I haven’t seen her in six years but when I did see her, she was the most free spirited, hippy, loving, awesome, and joyful woman I knew. She literally was like a grandma. She was my after school care teacher. When the after care would walk us from school to the church where the program was, I would be walking in the very back of the line with her. We would sing whatever came to our...
I feel it deep inside.
I know deep down that I was meant to explore the world. I feel like I’m bursting with a light while the life I live only has room for a dim glow.
I want to travel to all four corners of the eath but I’m not sure how I’ll be able to afford that. I have a feeling that in my retirement I will be a great adventurer.
No place seems to detur me. No risk is too dangerous. I feel...
“Don’t ever compare yourself to others. Let yourself set your standards for...”
– Anonymous
pavingmywaythroughtheworld:
I love to sit down at my piano and just play. No music, no notes just me and my hands and the keys. I can do what i want. I put all my emotion and passion into it. My soul sitting there in the notes and I actually believe it when i hear my self play beautiful music. Its my favorite thing to do when noone is around.
Ugh! I freaking wish I could do this!
I need to...
Abortion Facts →
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lttlred:
annaalouise:
badgirlswearchanel:
hayky:
You dropped out of high school
You graduated within the last 5 years
You live on your own
You live within 20 minutes of your best friend
You live within 20 minutes of the last person you kissed
You live within 20 minutes of your ex
You have hugged someone in the last 48 hours
You have been to the movies within the last week
You have...
Ms. Sutherlin...
is awesome! She has to be one of the coolest, most fierce, and brutally honest teachers I’ve ever had.
Today
Worship service at church was beautiful, amazing, and dynamic. Such a great way to start off the year :)
Came home and did NOTHING. I’m the worst student in the world. I’m incredibly lazy too.
I need to activate my mind.
Just watched Paranormal Activity
instantpeace:
Instead of being like a normal person and simply moving onto different activities after watching a movie, I sit and ponder about it for the half hour after watching it.
Then, again, no one said I was normal.
Here are certain thoughts I have come to after my pondering (spoilers): 1) Why is it that in all horror movies, the characters have an IQ of about 40? Really. If a demon is...
